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They say it's never to late to have an early childhood if I could turn back the hands of time God should.
I didn't do anything this whole weekend. It was so boring. I did like 3 things.
1. Made a teaser video.
2. Went to work-out.
3. Got Fight Night 2005.
[enter]
I can't wait till the 20th. I can get out of this fucking town. It's not Lockport, because I'd probably be just as miserable anywhere else. But at least when I go to Florida I will be away from all the people here. I've had enough. I just, I don't know nothing feels the same anymore. Too much is changing and I can't handle it. I've lost more friends than I've gained over the past year. I have no fucking life. No one ever does anything anymore. I sit on this goddamned computer everyday and everynight. Either that or I'm playing videogames. I swear to God I have more fun in school then I do on the weekends. My whole life has just gone downhill so much in the past couple months. I can't even decribe it. And I don't know where to turn for help. I just sit here and wait. I let the time pass and hope everything goes away. I just hope that everything gets better like it did last year. I feel so powerless. Because while all of this is going on, all of this change, there is NOTHING I can do about it. I think way too much. That's half of the problem. I think about the past so much and I'm blind to what is going on right now. I'm not even enjoying my last year in middle school. Which may be a good thing. Because unlike before, I'm really looking foward to next year. A brand new beginning. I can leave all of this shit at EBMS.
[exit]
That's what I would have said last week. And even though nothing has changed this week, I feel better. I felt this way before. Everyhing always seems to find a way to work out though. So I'm not worried about anything.
Anywho, on a lighter note. Greg Weber put Kyle Frenandez through the wall.
Visual Reference:
Teh lolzzorzz..
BTW playing Fight Night and listening to certain songs makes me miss boxing. But, Jerome left Amer is in trouble and Corey, Troy, and Matt all quit. So there wouldn't be much to come back to.
I didn't do anything this whole weekend. It was so boring. I did like 3 things.
1. Made a teaser video.
2. Went to work-out.
3. Got Fight Night 2005.
[enter]
I can't wait till the 20th. I can get out of this fucking town. It's not Lockport, because I'd probably be just as miserable anywhere else. But at least when I go to Florida I will be away from all the people here. I've had enough. I just, I don't know nothing feels the same anymore. Too much is changing and I can't handle it. I've lost more friends than I've gained over the past year. I have no fucking life. No one ever does anything anymore. I sit on this goddamned computer everyday and everynight. Either that or I'm playing videogames. I swear to God I have more fun in school then I do on the weekends. My whole life has just gone downhill so much in the past couple months. I can't even decribe it. And I don't know where to turn for help. I just sit here and wait. I let the time pass and hope everything goes away. I just hope that everything gets better like it did last year. I feel so powerless. Because while all of this is going on, all of this change, there is NOTHING I can do about it. I think way too much. That's half of the problem. I think about the past so much and I'm blind to what is going on right now. I'm not even enjoying my last year in middle school. Which may be a good thing. Because unlike before, I'm really looking foward to next year. A brand new beginning. I can leave all of this shit at EBMS.
[exit]
That's what I would have said last week. And even though nothing has changed this week, I feel better. I felt this way before. Everyhing always seems to find a way to work out though. So I'm not worried about anything.
Anywho, on a lighter note. Greg Weber put Kyle Frenandez through the wall.
Visual Reference:
Teh lolzzorzz..
BTW playing Fight Night and listening to certain songs makes me miss boxing. But, Jerome left Amer is in trouble and Corey, Troy, and Matt all quit. So there wouldn't be much to come back to.