"Just walk away renee, you won't see me follow you back home..."

[white_lie]

i'm half tired, half energetic, great combination. i don't want to go to work. I just want to talk... to someone.... for a long time. time is an enemy, such an enemy. And i don't know what to say, who to be. I don't think I remember how to just be me how to not try to be perfect. I want to fix everything, be everything, but you can't. You can't be everything to everyone- thats a step up isn't it? me realizing that I can't save anyone? Of course it would be now that a therapist would cut in saying "you can only help yourself" BITE ME. I can help anyone I want to
but i just want to be held right now
-naynay