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well if you want to know the scoop.......
i went to the hospital yesterday because my blood sugar was too low and i was over dehidrated(sp) so i was hooked up to an IV for like 3 hours and all they had playing was CMT....*looking for the gun!!* sorry to all the lil' cowgirls out there but i really can't stand the CMT channel for 3 hours. And for everyone who doesnt believe i went to the hospital i still have my wristlet and im more than willing to show you!
Oh yeah and on the second note im dropping out of spectrum next semester that way i at least can participate in the variety show but im not going to candlelight. SO i hope jarrod, rachelle, tesia, cheslie, stubbs, lil stubbs, and anybody else who wants me out is happy because im not dealing with peoples shit anymore and im not dealing with peoples dirty looks anymore, im done. im too fucking sensitive for spectrum and im not going to handle it anymore because i'm apparently not good enough for anybody. nobody fucking cares about the truth anymore all they want to do is listen to the bullshit that the drucken person (jarrod) says at parties because he has is his words and i have the proof so sooner or later people will see the situation throught my eyes instead of the crap that pours out of jarrod's mouth. I hope he's happy that im quitting everything i worked my ass off for cause nobody knows the amount of time i put into spectrum for 4 years and to be honest no one cares. Im sorry if you hate my best friend but why get made at me for her immature actions... i tell her to stop but she is very persistant...Im sorry for bringing drama but if people just stop asking me to tell them whats wrond and then complain behind my back that i cry to much than just shut-up!!
im still doing pathfinder and im still taking voice lessons but just so everybody knows I"M GIVING UP!!
nobody needs to ignore me anymore to make me feel like shit, nobody needs to say stuff anymore to make me feel shitty, and nobody needs to make up anymore lies about numerous abortion's that i've "so called had". Yeah i admit that i lied but i told the truth in the end and its your choice to believe me or not, but how ever long it takes you will see how much of an asshole jarrod is and until he stops buying you alchohal and weed and smoking you out and throwing you parties i guess you'll never take the chance to notice!
i went to the hospital yesterday because my blood sugar was too low and i was over dehidrated(sp) so i was hooked up to an IV for like 3 hours and all they had playing was CMT....*looking for the gun!!* sorry to all the lil' cowgirls out there but i really can't stand the CMT channel for 3 hours. And for everyone who doesnt believe i went to the hospital i still have my wristlet and im more than willing to show you!
Oh yeah and on the second note im dropping out of spectrum next semester that way i at least can participate in the variety show but im not going to candlelight. SO i hope jarrod, rachelle, tesia, cheslie, stubbs, lil stubbs, and anybody else who wants me out is happy because im not dealing with peoples shit anymore and im not dealing with peoples dirty looks anymore, im done. im too fucking sensitive for spectrum and im not going to handle it anymore because i'm apparently not good enough for anybody. nobody fucking cares about the truth anymore all they want to do is listen to the bullshit that the drucken person (jarrod) says at parties because he has is his words and i have the proof so sooner or later people will see the situation throught my eyes instead of the crap that pours out of jarrod's mouth. I hope he's happy that im quitting everything i worked my ass off for cause nobody knows the amount of time i put into spectrum for 4 years and to be honest no one cares. Im sorry if you hate my best friend but why get made at me for her immature actions... i tell her to stop but she is very persistant...Im sorry for bringing drama but if people just stop asking me to tell them whats wrond and then complain behind my back that i cry to much than just shut-up!!
im still doing pathfinder and im still taking voice lessons but just so everybody knows I"M GIVING UP!!
nobody needs to ignore me anymore to make me feel like shit, nobody needs to say stuff anymore to make me feel shitty, and nobody needs to make up anymore lies about numerous abortion's that i've "so called had". Yeah i admit that i lied but i told the truth in the end and its your choice to believe me or not, but how ever long it takes you will see how much of an asshole jarrod is and until he stops buying you alchohal and weed and smoking you out and throwing you parties i guess you'll never take the chance to notice!