Dear train conductors
Now that I've decided to move in with my man, there is one slight, well ok, MAJOR annoying thing about where he lives... near train tracks. And even worse, at least 3 intersections where the train crosses. So according to law or guidelines that trains must follow, they have to warn people that there is a big fucking thing that could squash your car about to cross the road. I by ALL means understand...sort of.... Why not have the crossing guards at all intersections?? It's ok that there are at least 20 trains that go on this particular track a day. HOWEVER, at night, god-damn it fuck it all to hell, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HOLD THE FUCKING HORN DOWN WHEN THERE IS HARDLY ANYONE ON THE ROAD AT 3AM IN THE MORNING?!?!?!?!?!?!?
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That is partly why I'm at writing this at 3:30 in the morning, the other part, well I don't know except that THERE IS ANOTHER FUCKING TRAIN COMING AND I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other less exciting news, I haven't been mentally well for the past week. Not happy, not sad, just blah. I can't figure out what's wrong but my man is taking the brunt of it. He does soooooooooo much and tries to get me out of the mood I'm in, yet I'm still in a funk. I want so badly to make him happy however, I'm not happy. Don't know what to do except I need major help considerding I'm on the edge of a cliff about to go head first into the abyss. I feel medication and a therapist are the only things that can help me now.
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That is partly why I'm at writing this at 3:30 in the morning, the other part, well I don't know except that THERE IS ANOTHER FUCKING TRAIN COMING AND I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other less exciting news, I haven't been mentally well for the past week. Not happy, not sad, just blah. I can't figure out what's wrong but my man is taking the brunt of it. He does soooooooooo much and tries to get me out of the mood I'm in, yet I'm still in a funk. I want so badly to make him happy however, I'm not happy. Don't know what to do except I need major help considerding I'm on the edge of a cliff about to go head first into the abyss. I feel medication and a therapist are the only things that can help me now.