watev.
yea...i dont even know anymore.
i hate how confusing life can get.
i hate making decisions.
i'm famous for making the wrong ones.
i'm scared.
to death.
and my head is such a mess.
things are becoming more and more obvious...
and that too, is scaring me.
no matter what...
it's gonna hurt.
and i dont want it to.
i keep thinking it'll go away...
but it's not.
fuck.
<3