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I forgot another rant. My so called friend from WoW went camping and didn't even e mail me. Guys are so retarded sometimes because when you don't e mail them they wonder why but they seem to take their sweet ass time e mailing you back. I dont get a lot of e mails but when I do get them, they're nice. So for those who haven't e mailed me in a while, I think you should because I have no life and i'm stuck here at the restaurant all day long. Does that sound desperate enough? Oh yeah and for the previous entry its live8 christine says. she corrected me over msn. thanks Christine 0.o. LOL.
It seems as though for me to pass the time by, I hang out with Bill. Bill is this tall lanky white guy who's like 52 years old. He's like a father figure/ uncle to me. Course he doesn't act like he's really 52 years old at all. he's really cool but at times he can be soooo old. He says things like going to the show instead of the movies. Or calls condoms rubbers. It's weird how people still use those terms. He says other things too I just can't remember what specifically he says. I know for sure that he calls potatoes potatas. It drives me nuts sometimes:P I know that they're little things but its like people calling diabetes diabetus. I mean where does the "us" come from? There's a clear distinction between hicks here compared to people in toronto. Yesterday we had some teens that came in for some drinks and one of them didn't have his proper ID so basically he came back today to prove it to us that he's 21 and he's older than 19 years of age. He took like 4 shots. He's going places *rolls eyes*
I feel so old compared to the people my age here. they're so immature. I know for sure that Christine wouldn't like the kids our age here. They suck ass.
*sighs* Grandma is doing okay now that she's out of the hospital but for some reason her legs have swelled up quite a bit from fluids. The nurse thinks its from the heat and the fact that grandmother doesn't walk anywhere really. She always has her blanket on with sweaters. It's crazy because its at least 27 degrees outside if not more and she refuses to turn on the AC. Sometimes its so hard to dealw ith her. Whenever we turn on the air conditioner she manages to shut it off later. she's going to get dehydrated if she keeps this up. I have to check on her from time to time to make sure she has water.
It's a good thing that grandma has Bill in her life. Whenever we go to Chatham he makes me buy some prunes or other dried stuff for grandmother to eat. He's really good to the family. The weird part is, him and I get along really well. He has a lot of characteristics i'd like in a guy but course he's way too old for me. Winston made a comment before about how we're like a married couple. We just get along so well that we're not afraid of being ourselves I guess. i think its neat to find someone who's a lot older who you can connect with on that level. I guess by being close to him, it helps me through life because I'm maturing. I see things a lot differently than I used to and I try not to take things for granted. I still have much to learn for sure, but it's nice to have fun once in a while:)The down part to having someone who's your close friend who's like 31 years older than you are is that they nag and nag and nag at you. Course its for my own good because he only wants the best for me but sometimes it gets on your nerves. Poor Bill though, he's always coughing and people think he's dying. It's because he has bad allergies:( I hope that he won't develope cancer of the esophagus. He's been coughing a lot lately. I always cry when he talks about dying. He's more of an uncle than my blood related uncles were to me. He rocks and I do love him, all of the fong family love him. What sucks is that someone his age can't see how great he is. I look up to him and course I steer away from the negatives I see in him. I know he's deeply scarred by people in life, he's gone through crap and he sees me going down the same road so that's why he's teaching me to not take everything people say at heart. He's really taking good care of me Christine so don't you worry:) I'm just glad that I meet great people wherever I go. I'm really lucky:)
People of this town though, will probably think that I want to marry Bill so I can get my Green card. LOL. Man these hicks:P
It seems as though for me to pass the time by, I hang out with Bill. Bill is this tall lanky white guy who's like 52 years old. He's like a father figure/ uncle to me. Course he doesn't act like he's really 52 years old at all. he's really cool but at times he can be soooo old. He says things like going to the show instead of the movies. Or calls condoms rubbers. It's weird how people still use those terms. He says other things too I just can't remember what specifically he says. I know for sure that he calls potatoes potatas. It drives me nuts sometimes:P I know that they're little things but its like people calling diabetes diabetus. I mean where does the "us" come from? There's a clear distinction between hicks here compared to people in toronto. Yesterday we had some teens that came in for some drinks and one of them didn't have his proper ID so basically he came back today to prove it to us that he's 21 and he's older than 19 years of age. He took like 4 shots. He's going places *rolls eyes*
I feel so old compared to the people my age here. they're so immature. I know for sure that Christine wouldn't like the kids our age here. They suck ass.
*sighs* Grandma is doing okay now that she's out of the hospital but for some reason her legs have swelled up quite a bit from fluids. The nurse thinks its from the heat and the fact that grandmother doesn't walk anywhere really. She always has her blanket on with sweaters. It's crazy because its at least 27 degrees outside if not more and she refuses to turn on the AC. Sometimes its so hard to dealw ith her. Whenever we turn on the air conditioner she manages to shut it off later. she's going to get dehydrated if she keeps this up. I have to check on her from time to time to make sure she has water.
It's a good thing that grandma has Bill in her life. Whenever we go to Chatham he makes me buy some prunes or other dried stuff for grandmother to eat. He's really good to the family. The weird part is, him and I get along really well. He has a lot of characteristics i'd like in a guy but course he's way too old for me. Winston made a comment before about how we're like a married couple. We just get along so well that we're not afraid of being ourselves I guess. i think its neat to find someone who's a lot older who you can connect with on that level. I guess by being close to him, it helps me through life because I'm maturing. I see things a lot differently than I used to and I try not to take things for granted. I still have much to learn for sure, but it's nice to have fun once in a while:)The down part to having someone who's your close friend who's like 31 years older than you are is that they nag and nag and nag at you. Course its for my own good because he only wants the best for me but sometimes it gets on your nerves. Poor Bill though, he's always coughing and people think he's dying. It's because he has bad allergies:( I hope that he won't develope cancer of the esophagus. He's been coughing a lot lately. I always cry when he talks about dying. He's more of an uncle than my blood related uncles were to me. He rocks and I do love him, all of the fong family love him. What sucks is that someone his age can't see how great he is. I look up to him and course I steer away from the negatives I see in him. I know he's deeply scarred by people in life, he's gone through crap and he sees me going down the same road so that's why he's teaching me to not take everything people say at heart. He's really taking good care of me Christine so don't you worry:) I'm just glad that I meet great people wherever I go. I'm really lucky:)
People of this town though, will probably think that I want to marry Bill so I can get my Green card. LOL. Man these hicks:P