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I don't even know anymore. I really don't have a life, and I'm not sure what to do about it. I love school. I hate working.
Last week made it to my top 5 of the worst weeks I've ever had list. It was just horrible, I can't go into it. I went 3 days without eating, and yes I've done that before because I wanted to lose weight, but this time I just couldn't eat and I wasn't sick, I was just really upset. I would try to eat and then think about the problems I was having and I couldn't do it. So right now Milli is acting really weird. She follows me everywhere, and tries to sit in my lap whenever I'm sitting down. I think she just misses me because I'm usually gone 13 hours out of the day. Oh, and there is a mushroom growing out of the wall in our bathroom, that makes me feel safe. It's really cool to see mold growing out of the walls, makes me wonder what's inside and when it will kill me. I took a picture, but I'm too lazy to upload it right now. I have to wake up soon to study for a test I have in the morning, because I have class and usually a test at 8:30 am every Saturday for the next 9 months.
Okay bye.
Last week made it to my top 5 of the worst weeks I've ever had list. It was just horrible, I can't go into it. I went 3 days without eating, and yes I've done that before because I wanted to lose weight, but this time I just couldn't eat and I wasn't sick, I was just really upset. I would try to eat and then think about the problems I was having and I couldn't do it. So right now Milli is acting really weird. She follows me everywhere, and tries to sit in my lap whenever I'm sitting down. I think she just misses me because I'm usually gone 13 hours out of the day. Oh, and there is a mushroom growing out of the wall in our bathroom, that makes me feel safe. It's really cool to see mold growing out of the walls, makes me wonder what's inside and when it will kill me. I took a picture, but I'm too lazy to upload it right now. I have to wake up soon to study for a test I have in the morning, because I have class and usually a test at 8:30 am every Saturday for the next 9 months.
Okay bye.