May 25, 2005 16:44
Gosh...only 2 more days of school!!! I really don't know if I am gonna survive. I had to take 4 tests today and have 3 more tomorrow. Not to mention the 8 math assignments. Of course I am much more at ease when hearing how much Tamsen needs to do. Just ask her...anyways, we had our Senior Roast last night. It was incredibly funny! I didn't think that the flutes would do as well as they did. It was all nice things to roast me on...funny and not mean. I love it!!
It was strangely an eye opener that I really could have done better as a Drum Major, but the truth is I think everyone would think that after one year. I guess I just found in leadership positions I need to have my focus on other things than it was. I was so worried about everyone else liking me and everything being fair I guess people need to learn to just buck-up and deal.
It is only starting to sink in about being a Senior. Last night seeing Tamsen and Patty in tears certainly got me worried about how soon it will all be over. It seems like just yesterday I was terrified of going into high school with no idea. I don't know my journal entry sounds so cheesy, but it is exactly the case. I just hope that I won't end up getting declined my acceptance from the University of Utah in the end. Of course, here I am writing this entry nearly cause I'd rather do nothing else. I suppose I am overwhelmed and simply need to get over it.