Jul 27, 2003 06:53
i think i figured out what was up with not being able to sleep night before last (aka yesterday morning). i forgot about taking my happy Prozac pill on Thursday (the day i started taking it, since i only take the weekly dose instead of daily dose), and ended up taking it Friday morning. i think that it was beginning to get in my system, and had my eyes glued in the open position most of Friday night/Saturday morning. i think i finally ended up with a few hours sleep, but that's not a heck of a lot considering what all i am doing as of late.
Now, i should be fast asleep yet again, correct? i woke up in tremendous pain, and all i knew was that if i didn't get up, something bad was going to happen. i ended up needing to go to the bathroom very badly, but am now dealing with round ligament pain happening on both sides. So, since it is more comfortable for me to sit up for the time being, i thought i would jump on here, get this taken care of for the day, and then crash again and go back to sleep.
Master and i had friends over last night and had fun with them until just after 2am this morning. It was a blast. Master cooked out on the grill, they brought their three young children over, and the four of U/us grown-up type peoples played card games for hours after the wee ones were put down to go to bed. i ended up getting my poor preggy butt beat over and over, but it was still fun. Master and i learned a new card game, so that is always good. There was great food abound to eat, and i ended up eating one quarter of a giant watermellon by the time the games started up and going. me hungry? Nah! *hehehe*
Master told me several days ago that He's putting together something that He's going to assign for me to do. So far, no hints have been given on what this will end up being. It will be lengthy, require lots of time, and other than that i know nothing about it. It's actually been quite a long time since i ever had something assigned for me to research and write about, that wasn't involving some sort of punishment. Master told me that i will have considerable time to work on it. i can only conclude two things from that statement He made: 1) It's going to be a doozie. 2) It's going to be a doozie.
If i wasn't so tired (and in great pain), plus the fact that Master and i have only had a few hours of sleep, i would be in there right now trying to have my way with Him, even with Him sleeping. Master turned down plans to go golfing (surprised me by jinxie!!) so that He could spend the day with One-on-one time with me before He goes back to work starting tomorrow night. A few things need to get done around the Home, but it will be a mostly quiet day together with Him, with NASCAR, with the poochies, and hopefully with lots of snuggling, groping, fondling, hugging, and kissing. i don't know why, but i am feeing quite needy for basic affection (meaning nothing purely driven on a sexual nature), the need for just being close to Him. It's almost to the point of feeling like i want to be one body with Master, and not let Him go for anything. Maybe it's because so much has gone on the last few days? Maybe preggy hormones? Maybe it's just the lil' girl in me that is craving attention, lusting after it silently? Not exactly sure, but the feeling is there regardless. i think i might get what i'm wishing for today, no matter what the reason is for it.