Sleep drunk to the max
i have been up for about 30 minutes now, and don't think i have accomplished much at all except to put some comfy clothes on, and to let the dogs outside. Oh, i'm working on my water already, and just finished munching on that 'yummy' chewie thing i'm supposed to do each morning when i wake up.
Master and i are going to the Baby Doctor's office sometime today (hopefully this morning) so that W/we can get this packet of mysterious information that seems to have been sent to 1313 Mockingbird Lane instead of here at Home. This packet is very important, because it has to do with tomorrow's trip to Little Rock and what will be taking place. i was originally going to do this alone (meaning going to the office today), but upon Master's direct request, i won't be alone at all.
Master spoke with work, and told them that He needs to be home with me right now until Wednesday passes. i wish i could say i'm doing well with what is going on, but i can't say something like that and not mean it. Between that and the ex-husband showing back up into the picture, i'm a complete wreck and a half.
Speaking of the ex-husband... Master was extremely upset (to the point of speaking in nearly a whisper) when He read what the ex-husband wrote to me. i never responded to the initial e-mail from the ex-, but forwarded it to Master instead. Master had me sit down beside Him while He composed a response, and so far things are quiet. i keep thinking that i'm going to get a call from Mom or Dad, telling me that the ex- has called them, asking if they would pass a message on to me to call him back. That happened several months ago, about the time the amnesia hit if i remember correctly. i can't help but think back to all that mess, and pray it doesn't happen again.
During all of these feelings coming back to me last night, Master lovingly reminded me of another anniversary date that holds a very special place within my heart. He quietly spoke in my ear about what took place one year ago, about my first visit here, and how very special that was for both of U/us. He's very correct in that matter. Yes, this week was a week of heartache for me two years ago when i was told to leave my home a second time by the ex-husband. But, if it wasn't for that, then last year wouldn't have taken place. i wouldn't have meet the wonderful Man/Master/Owner/Husband/Keeper of my heart, body, soul, and mind, Whom it is i am so madly in love with and cherrish with my entire being.
i'm going to do something with the trash since it's trash day today, let the dogs in, get a little more water in this drunk body of mine, and snuggle back up next to Master before waking Him up. It's going to be a good day, a hot one, but a good one as well. Mebbe i can talk Master into helping me find out what mysterious craving it is that i have. Mebbe i just need a little more sleep and then i'll discover what it is myself.
Master and i are going to the Baby Doctor's office sometime today (hopefully this morning) so that W/we can get this packet of mysterious information that seems to have been sent to 1313 Mockingbird Lane instead of here at Home. This packet is very important, because it has to do with tomorrow's trip to Little Rock and what will be taking place. i was originally going to do this alone (meaning going to the office today), but upon Master's direct request, i won't be alone at all.
Master spoke with work, and told them that He needs to be home with me right now until Wednesday passes. i wish i could say i'm doing well with what is going on, but i can't say something like that and not mean it. Between that and the ex-husband showing back up into the picture, i'm a complete wreck and a half.
Speaking of the ex-husband... Master was extremely upset (to the point of speaking in nearly a whisper) when He read what the ex-husband wrote to me. i never responded to the initial e-mail from the ex-, but forwarded it to Master instead. Master had me sit down beside Him while He composed a response, and so far things are quiet. i keep thinking that i'm going to get a call from Mom or Dad, telling me that the ex- has called them, asking if they would pass a message on to me to call him back. That happened several months ago, about the time the amnesia hit if i remember correctly. i can't help but think back to all that mess, and pray it doesn't happen again.
During all of these feelings coming back to me last night, Master lovingly reminded me of another anniversary date that holds a very special place within my heart. He quietly spoke in my ear about what took place one year ago, about my first visit here, and how very special that was for both of U/us. He's very correct in that matter. Yes, this week was a week of heartache for me two years ago when i was told to leave my home a second time by the ex-husband. But, if it wasn't for that, then last year wouldn't have taken place. i wouldn't have meet the wonderful Man/Master/Owner/Husband/Keeper of my heart, body, soul, and mind, Whom it is i am so madly in love with and cherrish with my entire being.
i'm going to do something with the trash since it's trash day today, let the dogs in, get a little more water in this drunk body of mine, and snuggle back up next to Master before waking Him up. It's going to be a good day, a hot one, but a good one as well. Mebbe i can talk Master into helping me find out what mysterious craving it is that i have. Mebbe i just need a little more sleep and then i'll discover what it is myself.