Sep 29, 2007 23:29
Sooo. Another new journal. Basically because I can't remember my login password to the old one. Oh well.
Lets see. So I got into College! Grand Valley. I am really happy about it actually. I figure I will just stay here for my undergrad, and then transfer out of MI.
But yea. So thats good. Another good thing is that I just got conformation about what I was hoping to do with my summer. I will for sure be heading to the horse farm in Tennessee to escape reality for most of the summer. I honestly can not wait. Knowing that, and the fact that I am in college will give me insentive to keep going everyday..
My dad says good things come in 3s, thats two, do I get a third? Probably not. But thats fine. Two good things for me is just fine.
Last night was home coming with Zach, Kim and Steve [and the rest of the group]. It was a fun night. Met a bunch of really nice kids, including Zach. I can tell that he really likes me, or is going to like me. I don't mind, yet. I don't know. I am so messed up in the mind. Like all the time. It was all the little things that he did that were really cute and thoughtful. Why can't I be normal... ugh.. I'll just stop the mindless babble...
You make me shake.
I really need this year to go by fast. I don't want any emotional attachments. No strings. I like being alone. Not having to worry about all of the things that go into dating. But I am half lying.
we will have to see.
get me out of my mind please.
I WANT TO LEAVE THIS TOWN AND NEVER LOOK BACK.
Too bad its only wishful thinking, for now.