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I woke up about 2 hours ago, and the chances of me falling back asleep are looking pretty slim, so I figured I'd update this out of the blue.
This is just some tired rambling more then anything, so don't take anything I say too seriously.
I haven't been spending too much time online lately. My general excuse is that I'm so busy with work, and that I kind of have a social life now, and while that's true, that's not the entirety of it, really. I don't know. There are people that I really want to talk to that I just don't feel comfortable talking to right now, and that's getting to me, more then it should, I guess. I know that I've been neglecting people, and I know I'm a jerk for doing that. It's not intentional, but I should try harder.
I just don't know about some things anymore. I love my job, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I don't even have time to think anymore. I get more stressed over the commute and the hours I work over the job itself though, which is a nice change, I guess.
I just wish everything would stop going by so fast. I'm a pretty patient person. I'd be perfectly fine if everything went slow.
I wish I was more comfortable with talking to people about personal-ish things. I'd like to vent about some stuff a bit, or at least get it off my chest, but I can't think of a person on the fact of the earth that I'd really be okay about talking about this with.
That sentence doesn't look right to me at all.
I'm really looking forward to going back to school. I feel like I'm progressively becoming more stupid.
Or, more logically, I have the idealized....idea of how smart I used to be. Heh. Insert grin.
But classes in general will be nice. Here's hoping they'll get me more motivated about writing ann other things like that.
This is a pretty stupid livejournal entry, but I feel a lot better. Maybe insomnia is theraputic. At any rate, I'm glad I woke up at 3 tonight and couldn't fall back asleep.
Also, this has nothing to do with anything, but today, a man wearing an eyepatch tried to pick me up. I thought it was a monumentous occasion of sorts and as thus wanted to commemorate it.
Meh.
This is just some tired rambling more then anything, so don't take anything I say too seriously.
I haven't been spending too much time online lately. My general excuse is that I'm so busy with work, and that I kind of have a social life now, and while that's true, that's not the entirety of it, really. I don't know. There are people that I really want to talk to that I just don't feel comfortable talking to right now, and that's getting to me, more then it should, I guess. I know that I've been neglecting people, and I know I'm a jerk for doing that. It's not intentional, but I should try harder.
I just don't know about some things anymore. I love my job, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I don't even have time to think anymore. I get more stressed over the commute and the hours I work over the job itself though, which is a nice change, I guess.
I just wish everything would stop going by so fast. I'm a pretty patient person. I'd be perfectly fine if everything went slow.
I wish I was more comfortable with talking to people about personal-ish things. I'd like to vent about some stuff a bit, or at least get it off my chest, but I can't think of a person on the fact of the earth that I'd really be okay about talking about this with.
That sentence doesn't look right to me at all.
I'm really looking forward to going back to school. I feel like I'm progressively becoming more stupid.
Or, more logically, I have the idealized....idea of how smart I used to be. Heh. Insert grin.
But classes in general will be nice. Here's hoping they'll get me more motivated about writing ann other things like that.
This is a pretty stupid livejournal entry, but I feel a lot better. Maybe insomnia is theraputic. At any rate, I'm glad I woke up at 3 tonight and couldn't fall back asleep.
Also, this has nothing to do with anything, but today, a man wearing an eyepatch tried to pick me up. I thought it was a monumentous occasion of sorts and as thus wanted to commemorate it.
Meh.