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So there is this thing I do. I don't really know if anyone else does it. But when I'm out and about, and thoughts are running through my head, I will usually grab the nearest scrap of paper and start writing.
Sometimes, it's just lyrics in my head. Sometimes, it's just something that I need to get off my chest. And sometimes, sometimes, they are threads or livejournal entries. Most of the time, they never make it to the computer. I still have this one from a couple days ago though, and while I'm honestly starting to feel a little over this, I figured I should post it for the sake of posting it.
Yeah. Without further ado.
Everything's gotten so overwhelming. I don't know how else to describe it.
I'm not unhappy. Actually, I'm pretty swell, apart from this. I don't even feel stressed out, exactly. It's like everything stayed exactly the same, but started to feel more complicated.
This all seems to have started when I cut my hair. I have decided that this is nothing more then a coincidence, because I'd rather not think that a few inches of hair could affect me that much. What's funny about that- to me, at least- is that I'm still thinking of dying it blonde, and maybe even cutting it shorter. I guess my "big change" type feelings are so strong that I'm trying to get the change to manifest itself physically.
Pretty weird!
In other news, I wish that I wasn't missing some essential girly gene and knew how to do make-up. I really want to play around with having big, smokey Audrey Hepburn eyes.
Also, I'm not very fond of money.
It's too important in situations that it shouldn't be important in.
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I'm sorry that I'm never on aim. There are people I want to talk to, but when I sign on, nobody is there, and I wind up getting bored and clicking off aim.
What I need to learn is either patience or multi-tasking.
Oh, and maybe I need a new aim name.
Sometimes, it's just lyrics in my head. Sometimes, it's just something that I need to get off my chest. And sometimes, sometimes, they are threads or livejournal entries. Most of the time, they never make it to the computer. I still have this one from a couple days ago though, and while I'm honestly starting to feel a little over this, I figured I should post it for the sake of posting it.
Yeah. Without further ado.
Everything's gotten so overwhelming. I don't know how else to describe it.
I'm not unhappy. Actually, I'm pretty swell, apart from this. I don't even feel stressed out, exactly. It's like everything stayed exactly the same, but started to feel more complicated.
This all seems to have started when I cut my hair. I have decided that this is nothing more then a coincidence, because I'd rather not think that a few inches of hair could affect me that much. What's funny about that- to me, at least- is that I'm still thinking of dying it blonde, and maybe even cutting it shorter. I guess my "big change" type feelings are so strong that I'm trying to get the change to manifest itself physically.
Pretty weird!
In other news, I wish that I wasn't missing some essential girly gene and knew how to do make-up. I really want to play around with having big, smokey Audrey Hepburn eyes.
Also, I'm not very fond of money.
It's too important in situations that it shouldn't be important in.
(End entry, btw)
I'm sorry that I'm never on aim. There are people I want to talk to, but when I sign on, nobody is there, and I wind up getting bored and clicking off aim.
What I need to learn is either patience or multi-tasking.
Oh, and maybe I need a new aim name.