Accidentally in love...
So, there's this guy...
After me and Ryan Morris broke up, everyone was like "Who do you like now?" And I really didn't set my mind on it at the time. But afterwards, I was like "Wow, 'he' is the only guy that's been on my mind". So, right now I'm not going to say anything about this boy or what his name is or anything, because I do not (repeat: DO NOT) want anything said to him until I am ready to say anything and/or I think he's ready to hear it. But at the moment, I think it's a bit to early.
After all, I've only known him (as in actually talked to him) for about a month or so now. But honestly, completely honestly, I've had my eye on him for a few months. I mean I haven't actually had a crush, a long-term crush, on this boy, but I've been attracted to him for a while. Although I had never attempted to communicate before, it was simply because I thought I'd never had a chance with him before. But obviously, you've got to give everything a shot.
Have you ever been next to your crush, and in this full conversation and just wanted to blurt out anything explaining how you felt about him? Or even just wanting to pour your heart out and you feel like you're not good enough for him? Yeah; that's how I feel at the moment. Like I'm never going to be good enough for him. And you know what, it's probably so true.
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