Aug 09, 2007 01:19
so for all the times ive said 'i wish i had a boyfriend' i take it back. tonight was the most uncomfortable ive felt, ever. and i realized that id honestly rather be elsewhere. and by elsewhere i mean dancing. and i dont mean that to be funny or stupid. i honestly mean tonight i was actually thinking the entire time id rather be dancing than be in this situation right now. i mean maybe something's wrong with me and i'm not normal, and maybe its just my mood today, but tonight i realized i dont need a boyfriend like i thought i did. i dont really know, what to think. if i wasnt so tired, i'd be at the studio right now. this is bizarre. i need school to start.