The Forgiven

[whisperion]

I push you away
When all I want is to be held in your arms.
I deny your love
When all I want is to be immersed in it.

I say everything I don't mean,
And little that I do.
Why am I so ambivalent?
Why do I do what I do?

What am I supposed to say?
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It wasn't my intention.
It breaks my heart to see you hurt.

You question me,
And I can't stand
Beneath the weight
Of what I've done:

I've made you mad.
I've failed you now.
You take me back.
I don't understand.

And now I see
That my misdeeds
Can't compete
With your love for me.

...Well I love you too.

(lol, this almost sounds like I cheated on LC, but I would never do that. No, this isn't about that.)

"Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I've found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when i heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say...

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge
And I'm thinking
Maybe six feet ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still belive there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge
And I'm thinking
Maybe six feet ain't so far down....

Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe..."