Please dont let her die.

Aug 08, 2003 23:59

I dont know what I am supposed to do. My cat, Patches, who I have had since I was 8 years old is slipping away from me. I am sitting here irl right now crying and there is nothing I can do for her. For the past couple weeks she has been living outside not caring to come in and be with us anymore. She hasnt eaten or drank for as long as I can ( Read more... )

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sepharusakhmet August 8 2003, 23:22:49 UTC
I am glad she finally came around to taking her to the vets. I hope she pulls through for you. I dont know about cancer, as I told you the other day she might have a parasite in her being she has spent so much recent time outdoors, this is more than highly likely

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whisperingechos August 9 2003, 01:34:25 UTC
Well, I am staying up all night.. calling vets later I guess. Wish you was around to talk to me but you dont give a shit about me so.

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sepharusakhmet August 9 2003, 01:44:55 UTC
I wont even acknowledge that remark. You're the one who cut ME out of yuour life with your remarks. You have a LOT of people who love you and care about you but you choose the one who doesnt give a sh*t about you and push the ones who do away.

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whisperingechos August 9 2003, 01:49:45 UTC
Course I dont give a shit about myself. Why would I when I have people like you blocking me and yelling at me and saying I did this and did that and that I use you? All I have ever fucking done was be here for you, love you, care about you and try to help you. I'm sorry for anything I said that hurt you, but you really fucking hurt me. Really badly. You promised you wouldnt hurt me again. Promised, and I am doing everything I can to get you to realize I care about you, but you dont give a shit, cause if you did, you'd realize it and say sorry too and stop this bullshit.

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sepharusakhmet August 9 2003, 01:58:05 UTC
I just double checked, you are NOT blocked, all I did was remove you and 5 others from my im list, NOT blocked. YOU are the one who started yelling not I and as far as sorry goes? Ya, I'm sorry, but that doesnt change the facts, you say I hurt you.. you hurt me as well as have so many others. I give up hope of ever finding someone other than amanda who actually shows they care not in words but in deeds... Everyone is - in the end responsible for their own actions.. I accept my own responsibility in opening my heart up time and time again way too much, for caring way too much, and all I ever get from anyone is "just friends" "if I wasnt with XX the.. " and when they arent with XX anymore they go to someone else. I dont give up caring about you.. I no longer care about me... period. why should I bother when I will never have anything from anyone

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whisperingechos August 9 2003, 02:08:02 UTC
If I could do something for you, you know I would. But what could I do Mark? I have no job, no car, no money. I cant be with you romantically cause I am with Di. And I always will be. I cant change that. There is nothing I can do for you right now except be here for you, be your friend and support you in decisions you make. Thats what friends are. Just because you cant get a mate right now doesnt mean you throw the real friends you really have away, like me. I cant fucking lose you Mark, and I dont want to. I am so fucking tired of crying. So fucking tired of it.

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