So much for my happy ending.
Ok. Moving within the next week. School starts in one week. And me and Andy have been broken up for about 2 months. I don't want to talk to Andy for a very long time. I have a plan to just..ditch him. The last time I'll see him is Saturday..and then after that I'm going to give up. He's not going to know my new number..my cell phone isn't in service anymore and he doesn't know where I'm moving. I need to let him go. He's a piece of shit. He isn't worth my time. If you're reading this, read carefully. Yes. You are not worth my time. I will not tolerate your replacing me with some bimbo with half a brain. You are not my friend. And I'd like to keep it that way until I get over you. And while you're at it, you can finally have her without fearing losing me as a friend. Because like I said, I am not your friend. And you are not mine.
I'm really looking forward to moving out on my own. I need this change desperately. The past two years I've been miserable with my life. No job. Didn't go to school. Barely saw my friends. Moved to some piece of shit town that I still hate to this day. I was depressed. All I had was him. He was my life. I can't believe I let myself stoop to such a level. I was strong. Back before him, I would've never let some guy intrude on my independence. So much for that. Moving out and going back to school is such a change. I need it.
I am finally going back. 1st period: English. 2nd: Theatre. 3rd: Art 1. 4th: Chemistry. 5th: Contemporary Issues/International Foods. 6th: French 1. 7th: Math 2(BLAH) 8th: Studyhall(YES!) I really hope I do good in school. I can't slack. I've slacked for too long. I need to get good grades and not get into trouble. I really hope I can do this. I'm not used to it so I'm afraid of failing. I can do it though. I can do anything I want now. Yes I can...