I hate myself

[miri_cris]

I hate  myself.
'Cause I let you make me feel this way.
Just seeing you across the street triggered all my emotions.
All of them came back... You're unworthy, damaged goods.
You're weak.
These voices are strong.
I can't stop them. I keep hearing them.
Years went by, but I'm like a child again.
My hands are trembling. I wish I could kill you.
I wish I let you beat me to death that day.
Maybe I'm already dead but I don't know.

I hate myself.
'Cause the voices are right.
I'm so weak.