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france today makes me sad.
my mentor probably hates me. and i don't think she wants to have me work for her anymore. and i sort of fucked some things up unknowingly but that's due to a lot of factors outside of my control and i don't know what to do. i kind of just want to crawl into a hole. coz i didn't do anything but be invited to the mountains for a weekend... and try to be flexible with her schedule. that is all that i did.
and to think i was just loving it here two days ago. but i made a friend and my roommate is nice. things are good except for me maybe not having a walkabout anymore. hurrah.
please come visit me. i will buy you a baguette. maybe even some cheese to go with it. i'm sick of speaking french. now i'm starting to think in it and it's driving me crazy. (dear french, get out of my head. your country makes me sad. hearts, katie.)
the computer is hard to get on because i share it with everyone else at the foyer and i am going to be a bit incommunicado for awhile. pending emails piling up though. gooooooddamn.
my mentor probably hates me. and i don't think she wants to have me work for her anymore. and i sort of fucked some things up unknowingly but that's due to a lot of factors outside of my control and i don't know what to do. i kind of just want to crawl into a hole. coz i didn't do anything but be invited to the mountains for a weekend... and try to be flexible with her schedule. that is all that i did.
and to think i was just loving it here two days ago. but i made a friend and my roommate is nice. things are good except for me maybe not having a walkabout anymore. hurrah.
please come visit me. i will buy you a baguette. maybe even some cheese to go with it. i'm sick of speaking french. now i'm starting to think in it and it's driving me crazy. (dear french, get out of my head. your country makes me sad. hearts, katie.)
the computer is hard to get on because i share it with everyone else at the foyer and i am going to be a bit incommunicado for awhile. pending emails piling up though. gooooooddamn.