Life's rantings
If you know me, you most likely know I always feel like I am not good enough. I always think I could be doing something better. I feel like I have to earn love. I feel like I am always waiting to mess up, fail at something.
Whats worse? I feel like because I still have this issue it is going to push those closet away from me.
Can a person "fall out of love" or is it that they never were "in love" to begin with?
Ok, now off of that.
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WEDNESDAY! I felt like a child of 5 going to Disney! I went to Dollywood with Erik, spent the entire day there. I actually was able to see most of the shows! They have a new Oldies show. I think I was born in the wrong time. Sometimes I think I should have been born back when there was no electricity. But, here I am, and I am grateful to even be here. So, no complaints. Back to the show - it was so nifty! There were people there who were actually around in that time, and they were smiling and clapping, and singing along. One person two seats down from me was really getting into it. It almost made me cry. Right after that, we went up to see James Roger. Comedian/musician. Wow, that was awesome! But, awww... there was this elderly couple who had been married like 85 years. I thought that was the best thing. A couple, married for 85 years, even more in love than when they were first married, and going to a theme park for the day. I pray I can be blessed that much one day. Erik is such a good sport, he sat through an entire country show for me. I loved that show, I love country. I was really grateful he sat through that with me. And, of course, we did ride some things! On our way to exit the park, Erik took me on a "detour, shortcut". That was the best shortcut I have ever taken. Right through Dreamland Forest. Oh my gosh, that was awesome.
We did alot more, I am just not able to type it all out, I am tired. But it was so awesome. I enjoyed myself beyond words.
Whats worse? I feel like because I still have this issue it is going to push those closet away from me.
Can a person "fall out of love" or is it that they never were "in love" to begin with?
Ok, now off of that.
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WEDNESDAY! I felt like a child of 5 going to Disney! I went to Dollywood with Erik, spent the entire day there. I actually was able to see most of the shows! They have a new Oldies show. I think I was born in the wrong time. Sometimes I think I should have been born back when there was no electricity. But, here I am, and I am grateful to even be here. So, no complaints. Back to the show - it was so nifty! There were people there who were actually around in that time, and they were smiling and clapping, and singing along. One person two seats down from me was really getting into it. It almost made me cry. Right after that, we went up to see James Roger. Comedian/musician. Wow, that was awesome! But, awww... there was this elderly couple who had been married like 85 years. I thought that was the best thing. A couple, married for 85 years, even more in love than when they were first married, and going to a theme park for the day. I pray I can be blessed that much one day. Erik is such a good sport, he sat through an entire country show for me. I loved that show, I love country. I was really grateful he sat through that with me. And, of course, we did ride some things! On our way to exit the park, Erik took me on a "detour, shortcut". That was the best shortcut I have ever taken. Right through Dreamland Forest. Oh my gosh, that was awesome.
We did alot more, I am just not able to type it all out, I am tired. But it was so awesome. I enjoyed myself beyond words.