Update
I haven't updated in a while. Dave came home, and i played hard to get. I've been doing it often and it seems to work. He always wants to touch me. LOL. I care so much about Dave. Lately, I've been stressed out because I fear the day Dave leaves for whenever he is going for idk how long. I really want him to stay. I'm stressing because he is going to NH this week then the week after on wedsday he is going on a canoe trip i just want as much time as possible with him.
I've been jelious lately. I kept asking him who he has been talking to on the phone, I don't know why I am so paranoid about him talking to his friends. I still have a deep scar i can't heal after it being a year that I was with my last boyfriend. I just don't want him to find some other hotter chick than me. Call me insecure but, I am i guess. I mean Tracy got a girlfriend 5 days after we broke up and it's made me trust men less and less. But I know i need to trust Dave.
I can't believe it's been a year tomorrow! I am so happy in this realtionship. Despite our dumb fights and our serious ones he treats me with more respect that any guy I have ever known or dated. He treats me like a lady and not just some girl thats gonna be a hookup.
I don't know why I've been stressed lately. Now i have a big headache UGH.
I've been jelious lately. I kept asking him who he has been talking to on the phone, I don't know why I am so paranoid about him talking to his friends. I still have a deep scar i can't heal after it being a year that I was with my last boyfriend. I just don't want him to find some other hotter chick than me. Call me insecure but, I am i guess. I mean Tracy got a girlfriend 5 days after we broke up and it's made me trust men less and less. But I know i need to trust Dave.
I can't believe it's been a year tomorrow! I am so happy in this realtionship. Despite our dumb fights and our serious ones he treats me with more respect that any guy I have ever known or dated. He treats me like a lady and not just some girl thats gonna be a hookup.
I don't know why I've been stressed lately. Now i have a big headache UGH.