two years?!??! what the fuck?
so i guess it's time for my (@#&$@(#$* post that comes in no particular interval of time. keep'n it fresh! life is something.
i've spent the last half hour reading over all of my entries. some entries are so self absorbed i can't believe it ( i can really just a figure of speech) and some are actually pretty interesting reads. it seems to me that my life is a series of self inflicted emotional injuries. i tend to claim knowledge of peoples inner thoughts which is, now i know, unreasonable.
i came to conclusion today that i don't think school is for me. no matter how much i wanted to say i was against it, i was always following the social constructs indicating success equaled some sort of degree. my happiness lies within my drive for newness and knowledge. how can i be against a system and at the same time expect to benifit from it's methods? rediculous, i know.
so here it goes. i'm engaged to constance esther youn. we're set to be married on february 6th 2010. crazy! one thing i've learned from my time with connie is that people are who they are. no matter how i tried to mold connie (unconsciously of course) she remained, changing only when she sees fit and when she changes, she fucking does it. i couldn't have asked for someone better to be my good half. and most of all; she puts up with me. don't ask me why but she does.
anyway...that's all for now. i don't expect anyone to read this but if you do; drop a note.
i've spent the last half hour reading over all of my entries. some entries are so self absorbed i can't believe it ( i can really just a figure of speech) and some are actually pretty interesting reads. it seems to me that my life is a series of self inflicted emotional injuries. i tend to claim knowledge of peoples inner thoughts which is, now i know, unreasonable.
i came to conclusion today that i don't think school is for me. no matter how much i wanted to say i was against it, i was always following the social constructs indicating success equaled some sort of degree. my happiness lies within my drive for newness and knowledge. how can i be against a system and at the same time expect to benifit from it's methods? rediculous, i know.
so here it goes. i'm engaged to constance esther youn. we're set to be married on february 6th 2010. crazy! one thing i've learned from my time with connie is that people are who they are. no matter how i tried to mold connie (unconsciously of course) she remained, changing only when she sees fit and when she changes, she fucking does it. i couldn't have asked for someone better to be my good half. and most of all; she puts up with me. don't ask me why but she does.
anyway...that's all for now. i don't expect anyone to read this but if you do; drop a note.