ya know what realy pisses me off, besides alot of stuff...but the most recent of the moment is people.certain people, specific ways they act
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I guess I can safely assume that you're talking about me?
I'm still trying to figure out why we stopped talking after that argument, or whatever it was, on TAKS week, when I wrote about you in my journal. I don't think I'm snobby or arrogant, and I don't mean to put off those vibes or whatever -- especially that I have an ego. Because you're right; I'm not popular, and I guess I am a dork most of the time. I'm sure just saying that's not going to change your mind about me, because I guess you've already re-evaluated me, right?
I don't think I'm better than Chris, but yeah, I can get why that message would come across too, because... yeah, I'm bitter. Break-ups make people bitter, at least, they have the effect on me, since he was the one that broke up with me. And I did figure out that he didn't quit smoking when he said he would, or that he didn't keep up his straigh-edge thing.
I don't really know what to make of this. I mean, can I assume that part of you wanted me to read this, and be effected by it? I mean, did you want to hurt my feelings? Because congratulations -- you've succeeded.
Like, I don't dislike you, okay? I know that's hard to believe, since we don't talk anymore, but it's like... well, it's difficult. We're not friends anymore. That's all we are. I didn't consider us enemies, but I didn't consider us friends either. Just... acquaintances, if that. So yeah, just responding to this might not change your views, but I just wanted to tell you that.
I'm still trying to figure out why we stopped talking after that argument, or whatever it was, on TAKS week, when I wrote about you in my journal. I don't think I'm snobby or arrogant, and I don't mean to put off those vibes or whatever -- especially that I have an ego. Because you're right; I'm not popular, and I guess I am a dork most of the time. I'm sure just saying that's not going to change your mind about me, because I guess you've already re-evaluated me, right?
I don't think I'm better than Chris, but yeah, I can get why that message would come across too, because... yeah, I'm bitter. Break-ups make people bitter, at least, they have the effect on me, since he was the one that broke up with me. And I did figure out that he didn't quit smoking when he said he would, or that he didn't keep up his straigh-edge thing.
I don't really know what to make of this. I mean, can I assume that part of you wanted me to read this, and be effected by it? I mean, did you want to hurt my feelings? Because congratulations -- you've succeeded.
Like, I don't dislike you, okay? I know that's hard to believe, since we don't talk anymore, but it's like... well, it's difficult. We're not friends anymore. That's all we are. I didn't consider us enemies, but I didn't consider us friends either. Just... acquaintances, if that. So yeah, just responding to this might not change your views, but I just wanted to tell you that.
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