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I've been thinking about old friends lately.
I realized most of my friends that I have made since high school no longer need me. I don't hear from them anymore, and they have all moved on with their lives.
But I've also been thinking a lot about high school.
I bumped into an old friend at the Java hut, Christina Stanco. We were hugging and laughing and catching up and talking about old times. We've been exchanging texts and we're going to hang out this saturday. It's just amazing to see how close we still are after not seeing each other for years.
I realized that my high school friends were some of the best I ever had. They were there for me when times got tough, and they were the ones to put a smile on my face. I am so different from them, yet they love me and accept me for who I am. I don't have to prove anything to them. I am completely myself with them. I can act like the biggest retard in the world and they think I'm hilarious.
I miss all of our memories. It's sad to know that they are all still so close and see each other all the time even though they are all in college, and I was so wrapped up in my own life that I missed all of those times they had together after we graduated. But They still call me. They still invite me places, and for so long I had pushed them away because I had a new group of friends that I thought were going to be there forever...I was wrong.
I'm glad I never lost touch with my girls from school. We were The Cult. I miss it, and I want to be a part of their lives again. I was wrong, and I was stupid. I see now that they are the only girls I have ever known that have been true best friends to me in the long run. (Korey you're included in this! hehe) Everyone that I knew in high school for the most part, has stayed in touch with me over the years and I love them more than words could ever say.
If this picture were taken 3 years ago, I would have been in it:
These girls are incredible. They are everything to me, and I regret letting them go for so long. I know they still love and care about me, and I can't believe it. I am going to make more of an effort to see them more than the couple times a year that I do now, and make plans with them. I want to spend my time with them again. I know I've changed, and I'm sure they have too...but all these years, they still continue to be the one group of people in my life that never dissapear. They never leave me. They have no idea how much I appreciate that.
I love you guys so much. All of you. I hope that we can work on our friendships again, and be as close as we ever were. I want you girls to be at my wedding, and I want to be at yours. I want us to have that imaginary street in Hampton like we talked about. Where we all lived next door to each other and our kids played together...haha.
I promise you'll be hearing more from me. I'm sorry I was so stupid for so long.
I realized most of my friends that I have made since high school no longer need me. I don't hear from them anymore, and they have all moved on with their lives.
But I've also been thinking a lot about high school.
I bumped into an old friend at the Java hut, Christina Stanco. We were hugging and laughing and catching up and talking about old times. We've been exchanging texts and we're going to hang out this saturday. It's just amazing to see how close we still are after not seeing each other for years.
I realized that my high school friends were some of the best I ever had. They were there for me when times got tough, and they were the ones to put a smile on my face. I am so different from them, yet they love me and accept me for who I am. I don't have to prove anything to them. I am completely myself with them. I can act like the biggest retard in the world and they think I'm hilarious.
I miss all of our memories. It's sad to know that they are all still so close and see each other all the time even though they are all in college, and I was so wrapped up in my own life that I missed all of those times they had together after we graduated. But They still call me. They still invite me places, and for so long I had pushed them away because I had a new group of friends that I thought were going to be there forever...I was wrong.
I'm glad I never lost touch with my girls from school. We were The Cult. I miss it, and I want to be a part of their lives again. I was wrong, and I was stupid. I see now that they are the only girls I have ever known that have been true best friends to me in the long run. (Korey you're included in this! hehe) Everyone that I knew in high school for the most part, has stayed in touch with me over the years and I love them more than words could ever say.
If this picture were taken 3 years ago, I would have been in it:
These girls are incredible. They are everything to me, and I regret letting them go for so long. I know they still love and care about me, and I can't believe it. I am going to make more of an effort to see them more than the couple times a year that I do now, and make plans with them. I want to spend my time with them again. I know I've changed, and I'm sure they have too...but all these years, they still continue to be the one group of people in my life that never dissapear. They never leave me. They have no idea how much I appreciate that.
I love you guys so much. All of you. I hope that we can work on our friendships again, and be as close as we ever were. I want you girls to be at my wedding, and I want to be at yours. I want us to have that imaginary street in Hampton like we talked about. Where we all lived next door to each other and our kids played together...haha.
I promise you'll be hearing more from me. I'm sorry I was so stupid for so long.