Here, but not here.

[whiskyinmind]

I have so many irons in the fire right now and I constantly seem to be chasing my tail, so I'm still here I just won't be posting my usual ten million posts per day on this journal until I get things a little more under control. Right now I have the following to focus on:

• Africander fics;


• Beta reading;


• [ chalk it up to hormones ] site;


• Stu's site;


• B/X site;


• F/X site;


• Gen fic site to replace the one I still have on Geocities
  Sam? That's why you couldn't see some of your stories on the Stacks Fic site - they've been packed up and are moving to a new home without stupid drop down ads and side-banners;


• 70 questions site;
• Personal fic and art site(s) - still can't decide whether to have two seperate ones or not. Opinions?;
  
• INAP ongoing issues;
  
• Challenge contest moderation (including making new set of blanks and caps;
  
• Challenge contest entries;
  
• Destiny;
  
• Walk Away;
  
• Crimson Regret;
  
• What a Difference a Day Makes;
  
• Simon Tam fics for joss100;
  
• Mara Jade fics for fanfic100;
  
• Faith fics and icons for iconfic150;
  
• White Knight Awards;
• Other fic WiPs;
  
• Other sites to be updated (including The Stacks, The Archives, the band site and the other site
  Becks,
  Denise and I have been talking about for a year now...).

And on top of that I seem to have a lot of things going on outside of fandom or internet right now - heating/car/Sky issues on top of everything. And...

On Burns Night I was invited out to a Supper at the last minute. I didn't have any other plans and since I don't go out all that often I decided it was about time I did. It was a group of people I used to be really good friends with, we used to have beach parties on Hogmanay every year - we'd light a huge bonfire and play music - it used to be a lot of fun even though it was freezing cold and usually raining. The reason I stopped going? D and I split up. I got to know these people through D and when I no longer had him in my life I kinda fell out of contact. (I kept the CDs, he kept the friends.) That was four years ago.

On Wednesday D called me out of the blue and asked if I wanted to maybe meet up and go. When he and I split, it wasn't pretty, but I don't hold that against him - he and I just didn't work together and we were both making each other miserable. I didn't like who I was when I was with him at the end. That said, I had a great time on Wednesday, a really great time. It was almost like none of the bad stuff happened. I'm not a fool, he and I don't work together and never will, but it was good to know we can still get along. Only took four years to let the dust settle!

So yeah, I got a little introspecty there - sorry 'bout that! Anyways, point of the post - I am always here if anyone needs me or just wants to chat, even if I don't post for a couple of days, chances are I'm still around. :)