Oct 10, 2006 00:09
Going through premature enlightenment.
I'm focusing on the right mind set. It's so hard when I have Will around who I selfishly want all to myself. I'm aware though.
3:00 am sitting at the lake, freezing. I think he's the only one in the world who genuinely has ever asked me "what do you think..." He said something and I laughed and he kissed me. He said, "You remind me of everything I love, and sorry if I talk a lot, but I want you to be a part of everything I've known." I don't think I ever felt so close to ANYONE. It's always been not right, or too soon. He's perfect.
I know that even between instances we change who we are, and I know that I'll accept every person he ever is. I'll never limit him or tell him he's "changed". I'll never ask him to change either. Once you come to terms with the fact that an end is inevitable, you stop worrying about how to fix things and enjoy them instead. That's with everything.