no one really knows the ones they love.

[whiskeybottle]

i am spending christmas at my parents. i am totally alone. my brothers and sisters are off doing whatever it is that they do and my mom is getting ready for work. i have to work in the morning so i guess i will be leaving tonight.

no money, no running water. luckily a guy i work with gave me 25 dollers for gas. i need to get to the bank to cash out my saving bonds i have finally hit bottom.

at least i have plenty of heineken to drink today and i put a lot of good music on my computer today. here is a list.

bad religion "process of belief"
bad religion "recipe for hate"
bad religion "stranger than fiction"
blood brothers "burn piano island burn"
dashboard confessional "dusk and summer"
dashboard confessional " the shade of poison"
modest mouse "the moon and antartica"
neil young "greatest hits"
pennywise "land of the free"
reo speedwagon "the hits"
sick of it all "blood sweat and no tears"
sick of it all "live in a dive"
tom petty "wildflowers"
kill your idols "ep""