"at the first hint of trouble i'll start pumping this 'Chemical Billy' into the crowd"

Aug 12, 2003 16:38

so i had my first night of work last night. the first half was terrible. just some weird kid from ocala talking entirely too fast about the things we need to do. i was too busy trying to grasp the last thing he said as he went on to an entirely new subject all together. the second half wasnt all that bad. honestly. i mean it sucks, i hate being there all fucking night, but as i said before a job is a job. no matter how shitty, at least i have one. right? yeah im not too sure either.

the house is looking nice. its finally starting to shape up and look like a house. the only thing im waiting for is cable. jesus how glorious is cable going to be after like two weeks of not having it. i know i know i sound very very fat right now, but im fucking bored. super nintendo and playstation (the regular kind, not the cool kind) are not entertaining me as much as i would hope.

living with these girls has been a bit of a journey. im definitley not as crazy as i thought. im by far (very far) the calmest out of this group. sometimes they get to talking and i feel like im sitting in a birds nest with a group of hungry baby chicks. all "waah waah waaaaaaah (here is where i begin to bleed from my ears, and leave the room)". not in a bad way...i mean...well you know...shut up.

angela and i havent been getting along all that well this week.its not that weve been getting along terribly, just...i dont really know. shes so stressed out about how things are at work and shes been trying to put this house together...i guess it just doesnt leave much time for me. and also, i just dont think she can deal with me. she doesnt look at things the way i do a lot of times, and that sort of thing leads to a healthy dose of frustration between us. last night for example she told me something some dude said to her which was clearly hitting on her because you dont say this sort of thing to just anyone honestly, but she doesnt see it as that. and the fact that she doesnt makes her get upset with me. its aggravating. its been a very shitty week for me so far. ha its tuesday.

jesus...or whoever...help me through the rest of this week please.

eh. i dont feel well right now. i think im gonna lay down. or something. bah.

a.j
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