Sep 13, 2007 18:39
I love writing in livejournal because It's something i do about every 6 months, when i used to update 6 times a day. It def. makes me feel like i have more of a life now. Which i do ironically.
Life's pretty sweet right now, and most time is consumed by planning for the future but I've made a lot of good decisions, and am currently in school part time and graduating college this april. Where the end of this summer I was so confused about the future, and was ready to run. I figured most of it all out, and continue to figure. I'm very happy lately.
Jon is the greatest man in the world. I can't believe that he can work and go to school, something i could never do. But I have to, although I only attend school part time it's easier. We've almost been dating for a year. I'm so excited. I'm still as crazy about him as the first time he kissed me and it's the best feeling in the world.
Yes, I still live at home, but we're in the process of looking for a house. I worked at General Motors all summer but got laid off, although i got a paycheque for a day i didn't work last week, I'll enjoy blowing that money on partying.
Speaking of partying, I don't do that much of it anymore, and some nights I rather just cuddle with my baby. Who would have though. The girl who would show up in high school drunk on a Tuesday would be sober all week during college? It's Ironic isn't it. But I still do party. Just that's what weekends are for lol.
Yeah I'm still struggling with a drug problem, no matter how many times I've quit smoking, I've never wanted to quit drugs. I haven't had a cigarette in a month at least. It's quite an achievement for me and with the support Jon gives me, i think it could be for good this time. I mean I'm alone and my friends 200 smokes are in a bag downstairs and I'm not occupying my time with that. Lol.
A lot of bullshit that went on this year is calming down now, although each cell phone ring leads to drama. I'm glad to say that it's a lot less drama than before.
Health wise I've taken a slip with a relapse into my depression not to long ago when struggling with issues at home. but hopefully it'll all be on track soon.
I really miss a lot of people on this list. Seriously, I'm glad I've taken a bit of time to catch up.