shakedown
Eight months later and I am now again at the crossroads. New scenery. New look. New everything. Leveling up was something that came very casually but this point bares a view of a vast path that is going to take more energy and supplies then any before. In my heart we are holding hands. Those hands will be far apart as far as we know in the future. The best I can do is not let the mistakes of my own history be repeated. There isn't room for that with the amount of life force I have left.
If there is anything Jimmy Cliff has taught me is that even if the darkest days are here or coming, one can still remain calm and get through it in a peaceful manor. Disrupting the flow of energy all in all from a personal perspective has no effect on the greatness of the past or future. Everything is flat. The memories and sceneries and feelings only exist within yourself and cannot be projected fully to anyone else. You must do these things on your own. No one will ever understand the right way. No one should be expected to either. All in all is within yourself.
I set myself up. I gave myself a slice of something beyond my comprehension at the time. These things have to happen to get yourself to another point in the future to blast off. I will blast off. I will rise above. It is so easy to leave myself to the comfort brought forth from others. These years of imprisonment have started to ease. I know the name of the game and one day i pray to god it will come. Everything seems so distant as I perch myself on these steps and see my spirit float away with every puff and exhale. To the point where words cannot even be applied to describe it all. Lines and colors and feelings are the only way to react. Opening up the puzzle box now leaves me the puzzle pieces to put together. The best plan is always to get the edges figured first and then the rest of everything will come as it does. Structure does a spirit good.
The good times will come.The good times have already come. Memories must overcome fleeting moments. Smile big boy! The sun is out.
The big brat is filling out his shoes. Play nice and put on a good face. Wake up when you should. Say thank you for everything.
If there is anything Jimmy Cliff has taught me is that even if the darkest days are here or coming, one can still remain calm and get through it in a peaceful manor. Disrupting the flow of energy all in all from a personal perspective has no effect on the greatness of the past or future. Everything is flat. The memories and sceneries and feelings only exist within yourself and cannot be projected fully to anyone else. You must do these things on your own. No one will ever understand the right way. No one should be expected to either. All in all is within yourself.
I set myself up. I gave myself a slice of something beyond my comprehension at the time. These things have to happen to get yourself to another point in the future to blast off. I will blast off. I will rise above. It is so easy to leave myself to the comfort brought forth from others. These years of imprisonment have started to ease. I know the name of the game and one day i pray to god it will come. Everything seems so distant as I perch myself on these steps and see my spirit float away with every puff and exhale. To the point where words cannot even be applied to describe it all. Lines and colors and feelings are the only way to react. Opening up the puzzle box now leaves me the puzzle pieces to put together. The best plan is always to get the edges figured first and then the rest of everything will come as it does. Structure does a spirit good.
The good times will come.The good times have already come. Memories must overcome fleeting moments. Smile big boy! The sun is out.
The big brat is filling out his shoes. Play nice and put on a good face. Wake up when you should. Say thank you for everything.