why livejournal? why do you do this to me? don't read this entry
Tell me again that someday things will be fine. Tell me that somehow everything's going to be okay. I won't believe you, though, so maybe it doesn't matter. I try to tell myself that people are in worse situations than this all the time, that I'm just selfish to feel like my life sucks. But you know what? It really does. I know other people have gone through the same, or worse. And I'm sorry. But I just can't help feeling like that was it. My luck is gone. I tricked one person, and it's never going to happen again. I'm going to be that lady with the cats. Only I don't really like cats. Huh.
And he's the only one who can ever really make me feel better.
And he's the only one who can ever really make me feel better.