exoskeletal railroads
past few days have been rough. well, past week it's been a rollercoaster.
my face is killing me. i have to get my wisdom teeth out and i really dont want to. i've been hearing horror stories of people that got theirs out... read phil's blog every day during his adventure... watched blaise go through pain and hell. i don't want to do this!!!! plus i don't have enough time to do it. i work all the time and can't really take off for this. dammit! we'll see. but i know i'm probably going to be getting it done in the next few weeks.
the breaking dawn event is this friday and it will be the first time i'll be performing live in front of people. i'm playing acoustic a few covers from the playlists that were written for each book. only a few songs... and in front of a bunch of teenage girls.. but it's my first time. i'm excited but nervous at the same time. we'll see. if i choke, it's not like i'll get fired. whatever. but if i do good, than i'll know that i can perform in front of people and i'll start looking for open mic nites to play at. everyone should come out!!! unless you live in the myrtle beach area. than your not invited on account of not being in the area. but i'll grow to love you.
dude has been... interesting. he's moving to the bensalem area, apparently, and being a little weird about it. i'm not sure whats going on there, but i'm just going with the flow. besides, i have a cute stalker at my work that i think i should make contact with and say hi or something. my problem is when i like a dude, i.. ignore them, or play it off. i don't flirt! cause i don;t want to seem too crazy. and when i do flirt, i always fuck up. like that hot guy from the live show. i fucked up, man. whatever!! boys are dumb.
coldplay was stupid. i was miserable, and running even though i was suppose to be production assistant. but i got to drive some really cute brits to their hotels so all was well. and i got done early-ish and had a drink with my favorite person in the world at big heads. much needed.
so i guess that's it. getting ready for work. and just trying to survive.
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my face is killing me. i have to get my wisdom teeth out and i really dont want to. i've been hearing horror stories of people that got theirs out... read phil's blog every day during his adventure... watched blaise go through pain and hell. i don't want to do this!!!! plus i don't have enough time to do it. i work all the time and can't really take off for this. dammit! we'll see. but i know i'm probably going to be getting it done in the next few weeks.
the breaking dawn event is this friday and it will be the first time i'll be performing live in front of people. i'm playing acoustic a few covers from the playlists that were written for each book. only a few songs... and in front of a bunch of teenage girls.. but it's my first time. i'm excited but nervous at the same time. we'll see. if i choke, it's not like i'll get fired. whatever. but if i do good, than i'll know that i can perform in front of people and i'll start looking for open mic nites to play at. everyone should come out!!! unless you live in the myrtle beach area. than your not invited on account of not being in the area. but i'll grow to love you.
dude has been... interesting. he's moving to the bensalem area, apparently, and being a little weird about it. i'm not sure whats going on there, but i'm just going with the flow. besides, i have a cute stalker at my work that i think i should make contact with and say hi or something. my problem is when i like a dude, i.. ignore them, or play it off. i don't flirt! cause i don;t want to seem too crazy. and when i do flirt, i always fuck up. like that hot guy from the live show. i fucked up, man. whatever!! boys are dumb.
coldplay was stupid. i was miserable, and running even though i was suppose to be production assistant. but i got to drive some really cute brits to their hotels so all was well. and i got done early-ish and had a drink with my favorite person in the world at big heads. much needed.
so i guess that's it. getting ready for work. and just trying to survive.
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