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[whipsnfurs_]

don't leave yet, it's still early and i haven't even said a word. and i'm hoping that i might upset you by saying what i want to 'cause it's not like you don't know i've fallen for you but it's in my head and that's where you can't see it. and i thought that maybe if i had to bite the tips of my fingers i could stumble over words and tell you just how far before i hit the ground and i'm the type to think of all the wrong things to say and i will shut myself up and i'll never come out. i'll close all my doors and only show you the black spots where my eyes once were. i can say this, i can collect myself deep down and then come out punching
and i'll scream out loud.

heh.