someone please shoot me... im in LOVE.
"spend all your time waiting for that THIRD chance. for a break that would make it ok.
there's always some reason to feel not good enough.
and its hard at the end of the day. i need some distraction
oh beautiful release. memories seep through my viens"
reading your words and wishing they were about me. what a silly little dream. but im more than wishing. im longing and hoping and even in my head IMAGINING that they ARE. but that's just foolish.
in the dark with my back towards you. i could say anything i wanted.
and it was easy.
i've never spoken such truths. and it was never that easy.
that ease has changed to fear. and the lights have been turned back on.
i can't face you. let alone utter out a single emotion.
your smile is still burned into my thoughts. it was dark but i could see you so clear.
and the butterflies in my stomach reminded me to be scared.
because i had never been so close to something so beautiful before.
i lost grasp of what it could have been.
nothing lasts forever. but i wanted this to.
and even today... i will give ANYTHING.
i will even give up.
there's always some reason to feel not good enough.
and its hard at the end of the day. i need some distraction
oh beautiful release. memories seep through my viens"
reading your words and wishing they were about me. what a silly little dream. but im more than wishing. im longing and hoping and even in my head IMAGINING that they ARE. but that's just foolish.
in the dark with my back towards you. i could say anything i wanted.
and it was easy.
i've never spoken such truths. and it was never that easy.
that ease has changed to fear. and the lights have been turned back on.
i can't face you. let alone utter out a single emotion.
your smile is still burned into my thoughts. it was dark but i could see you so clear.
and the butterflies in my stomach reminded me to be scared.
because i had never been so close to something so beautiful before.
i lost grasp of what it could have been.
nothing lasts forever. but i wanted this to.
and even today... i will give ANYTHING.
i will even give up.