Jul 31, 2003 00:33
my head fucking hurts. i feel really bad for not seeing.. him.. today.. but seriously. its like i can see him any day. and i definitely didn't feel like crying. it's known. it would have happened. and plus, i probably wont see luke again. not for a long time atleast. so it was a good choice.
im so glad he and nate came up to hang out.. even if it was just for a few hours. nate is seriously dope as fuck! definitely had a good time laughing with him. plus, together we're not lonely. oh.. naked time was cool, too. i guess. ;) hopefully we'll see lots of him this upcoming week? make it happen, you "creepy lurker!"
im really fucking nervous. im crossing my fingers and i really hope this works out. so.. good luck to coty and i. we need it in about half an hour.
here we go!