GAH!
so i guess if i were to completely honest about this whole lj thing it's been a failure on my part. the last entry was from boxing day for crying out loud. not to mention the fact that i really didn't make any attempt to get this out there by letting pretty much anyone know that i started it.
i could be really pretentious about this and say life is for living not writing about but the truth of the matter is i just got busy. between all the new shit going on there didn't seem to be much time left for chronicling it all in some online forum. especially since i'm pretty good about sending updates on my life to all the peeps back home.
chatted with marco last night. that guy is fucking tops. i'm looking so forward to seeing him and everyone else when i get back home. by this time saturday i will be on a plane and heading back into the overly-industrialized bosom of toronto. hopefully, this time around markham won't smell like skunk all the time.
there's plenty about bc i'll miss and i was just telling ryan last night how weird it is that this already feels like home. fuck 'you can never go home again' i think a big part of getting older is realizing that home isn't a place in actuality - it's a place you carry within yourself and finding THAT home is what it's all about.
with all the homecoming prep and studying avoidance that's been going on lately i've been in contact with everyone a lot more. and even though it doesn't match face-to-face i'm always amazed with the ways people can reach out and let you know that you are loved and missed. you guys are my heart and i only hope that i can make you guys feel even a fraction of the love you send me almost effortlessly.
it's nice to be in a place where you feel that there is no better moment than now and that everything can only get better.
green machine
i could be really pretentious about this and say life is for living not writing about but the truth of the matter is i just got busy. between all the new shit going on there didn't seem to be much time left for chronicling it all in some online forum. especially since i'm pretty good about sending updates on my life to all the peeps back home.
chatted with marco last night. that guy is fucking tops. i'm looking so forward to seeing him and everyone else when i get back home. by this time saturday i will be on a plane and heading back into the overly-industrialized bosom of toronto. hopefully, this time around markham won't smell like skunk all the time.
there's plenty about bc i'll miss and i was just telling ryan last night how weird it is that this already feels like home. fuck 'you can never go home again' i think a big part of getting older is realizing that home isn't a place in actuality - it's a place you carry within yourself and finding THAT home is what it's all about.
with all the homecoming prep and studying avoidance that's been going on lately i've been in contact with everyone a lot more. and even though it doesn't match face-to-face i'm always amazed with the ways people can reach out and let you know that you are loved and missed. you guys are my heart and i only hope that i can make you guys feel even a fraction of the love you send me almost effortlessly.
it's nice to be in a place where you feel that there is no better moment than now and that everything can only get better.
green machine