Sep 01, 2004 16:05
sitting up at work...it has been a slow day. I find it amusing that my typical slowest month was my busiest and now the time it is supposed to be picking up it is a bit slow. Not bad but slow. I have finished a few books and done quite a bit of writing.
I still do not have the nerve to post my writings here.
My sleeping pattern is all out of whack. I have been planning on coming in to work earlier but the downfall is I am afraid I may sleep in. I will sort it out eventually. The reason being is because some of my clients have been asking me to come in early. Maybe I should do it for only one or two days but I am not sure. Who the fuck knows. Why the hell am I writing about this?
I received a phone call from a guy last night. We spoke for awhile longer than I anticipated. I was dating someone while we spoke last and he kept trying to ask if I was still dating him. I am not but I kept avoiding the answer. I honestly did not want him to know. He and I have only met once and spoken maybe three times on the phone. He kept telling me how cool I was and how interested he was in me. He would go on about how he thought we would make one hell of a couple. This creeped me out. These compliments did nothing to help his pursuing me.
I do not mind compliments in fact I cherish them but they should be given in better context and eye to eye. I love it when someone tells me how attractive I am when looking deep into my eye because then I know they are truthful and it is meant from the heart and not pure lustfull desires. Well it maybe lustfull desires but atleast it will help him in the long run.