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“The mirror girl stares back at me
With a look that knows too much
And a skin that’s never felt the burn
Of a soft caressing touch
She speaks with lips that smile and laugh
But never has been kissed
And cries with careful countenance
That never has been missed."-Brigid Spackman
I dont know why all of the sudden I feel so alone. How can my moods just go up and down like that? I woke up today and my first thought after "Omg-I'm so tired...why the heck did I stay up so freakin' late" was "I was just kidding myself--no guy could ever possibly like me."
I'm sry if I acted like a retard last night. My brain was just so gone, and when my brain is gone, I tend to ramble and get on people's nerves. That's why I should probably never go online at night, because when I do, all I end up doing is saying something I'll regret.
Just in case I don't write another lj today, I just wanted to let you know that I'm leaving for Mackinaw on Monday and I'll probably be gone for about 4 or 5 days depending on the weather. I hope I have fun in Mackinaw...maybe it's just what I needed--to get away from reality for a little while and focus on being true to myself yet again.