"I've waited my whole life to feel this miserable"-Albert ((Hitch))--I love Albert, LOL.
Omg-I can’t believe I totally forgot to tell you guys about a certain “viewing” (lmao) at Caitlin’s house. Well, we were looking all over on my One Tree Hill season 1 DVD for a certain scene. This scene was of Chad Michael Murray wearing nothing except for two basketballs (haha-I almost said “baseballs”-that would’ve been even hotter, lmao). He was holding one in front of him and one in back. When we finally found it, Caitlin decided to run it in slow motion, lmao! Watching a practically naked Chad Michael Murray walk in slow motion really turns me on, LOL! HAHA. Speaking of Chad Michael Murray (sexiest guy alive)-how do you like my new layout?! Rock on, baby, lol.
Today was really lonely as I sat online staring at the blank screen with nobody on because I had nothing better to do. I also finished my Nicholas Sparks book “The Rescuer.” Nicholas Sparks is seriously my hero, lol. He must seriously be the most romantic guy who ever existed in this world, lol. I also had way too much time to sit and think. I personally don’t like to think, because when I think too hard, it ends up bringing up bad memories, and I just end up feeling empty and alone. But as the day wore on, I began to feel better. My mommy and I played Uno, and we just could not stop cracking up. My mom was doing her tweety bird voice saying, “I thought I saw a putty cat sneaking up on me; I did, I did, I did see a putty cat sneaking up on me” (although it sounded like she said “sleeping up on me” lmao.) So I just started cracking up and I could not stop. Thanks to my mom for making me feel better today. Because there were moments when I felt like I was wasting my life away as I sat on my bean bag. There were moments when I just didn’t feel good enough and when I just felt like nobody understands.
Today was really lonely as I sat online staring at the blank screen with nobody on because I had nothing better to do. I also finished my Nicholas Sparks book “The Rescuer.” Nicholas Sparks is seriously my hero, lol. He must seriously be the most romantic guy who ever existed in this world, lol. I also had way too much time to sit and think. I personally don’t like to think, because when I think too hard, it ends up bringing up bad memories, and I just end up feeling empty and alone. But as the day wore on, I began to feel better. My mommy and I played Uno, and we just could not stop cracking up. My mom was doing her tweety bird voice saying, “I thought I saw a putty cat sneaking up on me; I did, I did, I did see a putty cat sneaking up on me” (although it sounded like she said “sleeping up on me” lmao.) So I just started cracking up and I could not stop. Thanks to my mom for making me feel better today. Because there were moments when I felt like I was wasting my life away as I sat on my bean bag. There were moments when I just didn’t feel good enough and when I just felt like nobody understands.