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Everything's just fine.
My grandmothers dying.
I'm failing algebra.
&& I'm just an emotional wreck.
I feel so stressed out at the moment.
I feel so pressurized.
&& I feel as though I should be there, with my grand mother.
I'm writing my grandmotehr a letter,
just to let her know, that I do care.
& even though I'm miles away, I still miss her.
& i know that all she wanted to do before she dies was see me and my family. & she did, & I think that she's just giving up.
She's having trouble with breathing,
and now she's not getting dressed in the mornings,
the next thing will be not getting out of bed.
&& that will be the end.
I'm so like, out of it at the moment.
I can't stop balling, and thinking about how I'll get the news,
a phone call?
I was so close to her, and I'm afraid to lose her.
Ahh. I need to just be left alone right now..
My grandmothers dying.
I'm failing algebra.
&& I'm just an emotional wreck.
I feel so stressed out at the moment.
I feel so pressurized.
&& I feel as though I should be there, with my grand mother.
I'm writing my grandmotehr a letter,
just to let her know, that I do care.
& even though I'm miles away, I still miss her.
& i know that all she wanted to do before she dies was see me and my family. & she did, & I think that she's just giving up.
She's having trouble with breathing,
and now she's not getting dressed in the mornings,
the next thing will be not getting out of bed.
&& that will be the end.
I'm so like, out of it at the moment.
I can't stop balling, and thinking about how I'll get the news,
a phone call?
I was so close to her, and I'm afraid to lose her.
Ahh. I need to just be left alone right now..