The world hates me, in turn I hate the world...
Long time on posts, but then again no one misses my crappy life rants.
Other things are compounding the problems too... however for fear of flare ups I will not post them...
I have noticed that every girl I even find intrusting is way too young for me... I know that I'm not really that old but its any where from a 5 - 7 year difference. Too most I know that won’t make a bit of difference, but remember that I'm only 23/24...!
Yes I know what you are guna say "but you already have a girlfriend, you don't need to be looking." to witch I say I will look if I want to, I haven't purposed to her, I don't know if I can. I mean I'm not an ass, I don't tell her I love her when I don't mean it, come to think of it... I haven't said those words since shit started to hit the fan, but that’s beside the point.
I don't want to play with her emotions but I feel like no matter what I do that’s all I'm doing. I hate the feeling that way, I can't make her happy and make me the same... I have no clue as to what to do with that... what also compounds the problem is that she lives on my back( I her a little too) so there is no room to have these feelings at all.