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I think I've reached the point beyond anger, whatever that is. But all I know is I've reached it. I did however, slam my finger in the cash register today at work and it hurt so bad. But that is not why I'm pissed. I'm angry for other reasons. More pressing reasons that I can not fix right now or may never be able to. I wish you didn't have such a short fuse and I wish you weren't so stubborn. I wish you weren't going through some college crisis "I have to find myself" situation. You can call it whatever you want but that's what it feels like to me. I wish you weren't so confused ALL of the time and would know what you wanted FOR ONCE. Would it kill you? In some way I feel that I am more mature than you and more wise than you are. Maybe not earlier in our lives, but now, especially in certain situations, I am. & it pisses me off that we don't see eye to eye. I wish I could feel or know what I mean to you. This is all just such shitty relationship bullshit that probably no one wants to read, but fuck it, I read your shit too.