Long, long week
So even after have the two most perfect days last week, i've decided that the rest of this week is going to suck. Not only do i have 100 pages of a stupid book to read and understand, and study for a 100 question anatomy test (over all the bones, muscles, and organ systems in the body). So that sucks ass. And after doing all of this studying, I realized that I don't think I want to be a physical therapist. Like for real. I kinda feel like I don't want to do it. I don't like it. It's hard. i don't want to touch other people's bodies for the rest of my life. At least right now I don't think I want to. i want to do something that's good for the wellbeing of everyone. Like save the earth. Or find a cure for something. Or make world peace. But I don't think I can do those jobs because i either have to be god, a genius scientist, or a political figure. I've really been looking in the environmental science program. And i really like it. except I'll be in college the rest of my life. For real. Because either I take 21 credits a semester for 4 semesters (approximately) or 17 credits a semester for 5 semesters. And I don' think my parents would like that. I don't know if I would like that. But I've really been thinking about it. Like an Environmental Health Scientist. i would get to do field study work and protect the earth and people too by managing, controlling, and preventing environmental factors that make people sick. My only problem with this (well besides having to become a full time college student and think how I wasted like 30 credits of tuition) is that I have to take organic chemistry and I'm terrified of that class. I've heard horror stories about it. So anyways, i guess I will be thinking about it some more. But it's probably too late to do anything about it. I don't know. Maybe I can not get a bachelors in it and then try to get a masters. i don't know. Anyways and the last thing that makes this week awful is that jake went to israel this morning and he's going to be gone for about 12 days. I know I'll keep myself busy and i won't be too bored, but I was sad when he left. I didn't think i would be, but I was. I think though, I'm just worried because israel is in a war right now and they are fighting and there are riots everywhere and he might get shot. Literally. So I was sad about that. But anyways. That's my stressful rank of the week.