Fuck this.
Have you ever felt like your heart wanted to burst right out of your chest? Have you ever felt like your lungs were going to explode, yet you still don't have enough air? Have you ever felt like you can't tell whether the world is whizzing by at 100mph and you are standing still, or you are whizzing by and the world isn't moving? Have you ever felt tired as a dog, yet you just can't stop moving? Have you ever felt like there are a million thoughts spinning around in your head and you can't focus on any one of them for more than a split second? Have you ever felt like this every single god damned day without end?