Jun 06, 2004 21:13
So after my little bit of excitement from Friday, I've been surprisingly in a good mood all weekend! It's a shame that I haven't studied for finals yet! I think that I'm pretty screwed right now if I don't. I'm just so nervous about them! I mean, what if I don't pass any of them??? I'd fail out of Shrine! God, I refuse to let that happen. Anyway... My aunt and her boyfriend are over. He's pretty cool. This is the first time I've ever met him. He likes a lot of the same stuff that my dad does so they're getting along swimmingly. It's good that she's found love (again). Wish I could say the same for myself! You know, I've lost four men in the last 6 months alone? My God! That must be a record or something! Let's see, first it was Matt Kelly, then Rob, then "Hyde", and one unmentionable. Oh well, like they say "it's all part of God's plan for you!" (pure bull shit, I just totally fucked it up with these guys) So, thanks anyway God, but I think that I'll be taking the reigns on my love life from now on. Oh wait....You're God....nevermind.
Oh wow. It was the craziest thing. Ok, so it's like, I know when I have creative jucies flowing in me ('cause I can feel it) and I wrote like five poems in the past two days! And for me that's pretty good. And the best part about this is that these are some of the best poems I've written so far. I can tell when something with my body/persona/attitude has changed because my writting will totally change! It's weird. I like it though. It's like my subconsious body is revealing itself. It's "Self-ESP"! *ha ha*
Well that's all I have to say about that. Maybe I'll enter one of my poems in my journal. And you know, I really have Mr.Kennedy to thank for opening my eyes no not only poetry, but GOOD poetry. *Muah*
Poetically yours, ~Fabala