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i brought all brien's stuff to his house today.
i told him last night i was done.
i wish with everything i have that it meant that he was going to finally open up his heart to me and whisper every secret. what i know it means is i finally gave up on something that i've been trying so hard for.
my shirt stinks of his cologne, it was in with his shirts. i think i'm going to have to change.
i'm waiting for it all to sink in.
i messed up everything at work today. we had to hand write our slips and i got so confused w/only 3 fucking tables. i slipped and really hurt my ankle, a lady asked me where the fuck her food was... it was really awesome.
i have to go back tonight and host... he hosted this morning and is bartending at night. i have to work with him all tomorrow night too.
i left work 3 hours early today, which is retardedly unlike me.
i just smelled my shirt and i think i'm just imagining it.
i told him last night i was done.
i wish with everything i have that it meant that he was going to finally open up his heart to me and whisper every secret. what i know it means is i finally gave up on something that i've been trying so hard for.
my shirt stinks of his cologne, it was in with his shirts. i think i'm going to have to change.
i'm waiting for it all to sink in.
i messed up everything at work today. we had to hand write our slips and i got so confused w/only 3 fucking tables. i slipped and really hurt my ankle, a lady asked me where the fuck her food was... it was really awesome.
i have to go back tonight and host... he hosted this morning and is bartending at night. i have to work with him all tomorrow night too.
i left work 3 hours early today, which is retardedly unlike me.
i just smelled my shirt and i think i'm just imagining it.