Jan 10, 2005 22:53
Damn, some things can make a person hate their lives. Like a parent who twists everything you say into a fucking pool of lies. I experience this every day. Grades can cause a person to be stressed. Well im at such a high stress level, that getting my grades up almost seems impossible for sure this time. I dunno what to do. Sometimes i sit there and i think about how much im screwing things up for myself, and screwing other people up because of my actions, and i just go numb. I can sit there and not be aware of it for like 20 minutes. Finals start tomorrow. I can't let my mom down again. My dad would believe more in a fucking log then he would in me. Sometimes he makes it out like he doesn't give a shit, whatever, im gonna try and relax now...
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine