plane, train, or spaceship, let's see, how can i get there....Oh dear.
this weather is crappy. i'm not much of a complainer, but cold weather and lack of sun will do it.
my mom had hip replacement surgery on jan 2. she has been in bed SO long. my family has all been here taking care of her. i havent slept in my apartment since final exams, i think... She is doing better though. i'm glad she's not in [much] pain. but she's still on a lot of medication.
being home is nice. except for all the food everywhere.
i have horrible cabin fever.
which was recently exacerbated by the acquisition of a cotton sundress from anthropologie.
buying spring stuff only makes it worse.
classes started back at smu this week. so far so good i guess. it's supposedly my last semester.
and i'm still so clueless.
just waiting. on God, inspiration, whatever.
i need a change. too much of me, you know?
i dont like living with myself as the focus. it seems so vapid.
Just because most of my friends have either moved away or gotten married is no excuse for me to sit around all day wondering when i am ever gonna get to fellowship.
in order to get a friend i need to be a friend. duh. i think i learned that from the guidance counselor in first grade at Bradfield.
maybe i should try fbc college group. i heard it's somewhat revamped.
the other day i was looking at a travel magazine. and i had been reading something by CS Lewis beforehand. i found myself actually looking for travel deals and flights to Narnia.
NARNIA!!!!!!!! boy, i wish...
i think i am officially losing it.
my mom had hip replacement surgery on jan 2. she has been in bed SO long. my family has all been here taking care of her. i havent slept in my apartment since final exams, i think... She is doing better though. i'm glad she's not in [much] pain. but she's still on a lot of medication.
being home is nice. except for all the food everywhere.
i have horrible cabin fever.
which was recently exacerbated by the acquisition of a cotton sundress from anthropologie.
buying spring stuff only makes it worse.
classes started back at smu this week. so far so good i guess. it's supposedly my last semester.
and i'm still so clueless.
just waiting. on God, inspiration, whatever.
i need a change. too much of me, you know?
i dont like living with myself as the focus. it seems so vapid.
Just because most of my friends have either moved away or gotten married is no excuse for me to sit around all day wondering when i am ever gonna get to fellowship.
in order to get a friend i need to be a friend. duh. i think i learned that from the guidance counselor in first grade at Bradfield.
maybe i should try fbc college group. i heard it's somewhat revamped.
the other day i was looking at a travel magazine. and i had been reading something by CS Lewis beforehand. i found myself actually looking for travel deals and flights to Narnia.
NARNIA!!!!!!!! boy, i wish...
i think i am officially losing it.