Why don't you make like a bass guitar and be inaudible.

[whichbunny]

alright, so.... here's a thing. or maybe it's not a thing. but it kinda is. there's the guy kyle I'm working with at starbucks, and he was really nice and everything and so we kinda started fooling around after a while. and so right, what have you. i'm not really expecting much, because when I get my hopes up i'm usually really let down- no expectations, no disappointment. No, not really, it still kinda hurts. anyway. so when we hang out, it's great, right? and at work it's okay, we don't work together much because i work mornings and he closes, but when we do, whatev. no huge deal. but the thing is this chick kelsie we also work with, a shift supervisor. she's really nice! i have no problem with her! when it's just me and her, also fine. but when it's the three of us, i get all insecure and i don't know why. I also don't know what their relationship is, and i'd feel even less secure if I asked... sigh. i can't ignore/deny/stop possibly fabricating some kind of chemistry between them, which makes me wonder what the hell does or doesn't exist between him and i, which makes it horribly confusing when later, it's like he doesn't even notice or think anything is even remotely amiss. and that makes me think i'm just being paranoid and stupid, which then makes me realize, hey, we're not even committed. we're not dating. sigh. I hate being so fucking insecure. it's not a great feeling. and that's bad.
and i'm sick.